I’m tired of pushing and pulling, playing tug o war with thoughts of who you used to be and thoughts of the reality.
I don’t wanna think of you at all anymore, honestly.
I want to forget that you treated me like I was nothing even though I used to be everything to you.
At least that’s what you said.
I hate thinking of you bc I’m supposed to be over it by now, but I can’t help what I feel and what I feel is that you never even cared enough to tell me that you’re sorry.
And I’m not going to beg for something I deserve but damn.
I spent half the relationship apologizing for things that you lied and said you forgave me for.
And I can’t get this one from you.
Crazy.
I’ve moved on just enough to not want to cry but not enough to not still be angry when I think about the person that you are.
Which is pretty hard to think about in the first place bc I don’t even know you anymore.
One night you were making me moan and the next day, we were strangers.
One night you were in love with me, the next day you don’t even have my number saved.
I’m so sick of the pushing and pulling, playing tug o war between memories of how happy you made me and confirmations of how disappointed I am today.
So sick.

opstandige:

harmreduction:

For Colored Boys Who Have Considered Suicide When the Rainbow is Still Not Enough: Coming of Age, Coming Out, and Coming Home
The new book, For Colored Boys, addresses longstanding issues of sexual abuse, suicide, HIV/AIDS, racism, and homophobia in the African American and Latino communities, and more specifically among young gay men of color. The book tells stories of real people coming of age, coming out, dealing with religion and spirituality, seeking love and relationships, finding their own identity in or out of the LGBT community, and creating their own sense of political empowerment. For Colored Boys is designed to educate and inspire those seeking to overcome their own obstacles in their own lives.
- 4coloredboys.com is a comprehensive website that accompanies the book. It features a blog, extensive history and background, a library of additional reads from contributors…and adorable photos of the authors as kids! 

This is necessary

opstandige:

harmreduction:

For Colored Boys Who Have Considered Suicide When the Rainbow is Still Not Enough: Coming of Age, Coming Out, and Coming Home

The new book, For Colored Boys, addresses longstanding issues of sexual abuse, suicide, HIV/AIDS, racism, and homophobia in the African American and Latino communities, and more specifically among young gay men of color. The book tells stories of real people coming of age, coming out, dealing with religion and spirituality, seeking love and relationships, finding their own identity in or out of the LGBT community, and creating their own sense of political empowerment. For Colored Boys is designed to educate and inspire those seeking to overcome their own obstacles in their own lives.

- 4coloredboys.com is a comprehensive website that accompanies the book. It features a blog, extensive history and background, a library of additional reads from contributors…and adorable photos of the authors as kids!

This is necessary

embracethenaturalyou1:

Yes in all ways!!!! Gawd it makes me want my #twa back!!! @askproy #embracethenaturalyou #naturalhairjourney #naturalhair #naturalbeauty #healthyhair #hairgrowth #naturalhairinspiration #blackbeauty #naturalista #naturalhairdoescare #naturalhaircommunity #curly #naturalhairstyles #naturally #curlyhair #curly #kinkycurly #teamnatural

embracethenaturalyou1:

Yes in all ways!!!! Gawd it makes me want my #twa back!!! @askproy #embracethenaturalyou #naturalhairjourney #naturalhair #naturalbeauty #healthyhair #hairgrowth #naturalhairinspiration #blackbeauty #naturalista #naturalhairdoescare #naturalhaircommunity #curly #naturalhairstyles #naturally #curlyhair #curly #kinkycurly #teamnatural

myhaircrush:

Pink twa action by @elizabethweekes “Sometimes you just have to embrace your curls and be comfortable in your own skin. My hair is not going to be the same without a relaxer and I need to stop expecting the same results. The texture, the look, the feel, the products are all different now and it’s time I accept change. So curls be wild and free🙆💜💗 #elizabethweekes #pinkhair #pinkbrows #pinkeyebrows #kinkychicks #curlbox #hhj #natural #teamnatural #kinks #fro #twa #twahairstyle #letitbe #froandgo #mua #tampa #tampamua” #myhaircrush

myhaircrush:

Pink twa action by @elizabethweekes “Sometimes you just have to embrace your curls and be comfortable in your own skin. My hair is not going to be the same without a relaxer and I need to stop expecting the same results. The texture, the look, the feel, the products are all different now and it’s time I accept change. So curls be wild and free🙆💜💗 #elizabethweekes #pinkhair #pinkbrows #pinkeyebrows #kinkychicks #curlbox #hhj #natural #teamnatural #kinks #fro #twa #twahairstyle #letitbe #froandgo #mua #tampa #tampamua” #myhaircrush

ashakagivens:

On this day of independence for #Nigeria and also 170 days since these children were abducted from school, why does the sad but true question of their whereabouts still exist! !!!! !!!!! #BringBackOurGirls #wcw #wce

ashakagivens:

On this day of independence for #Nigeria and also 170 days since these children were abducted from school, why does the sad but true question of their whereabouts still exist! !!!! !!!!! #BringBackOurGirls #wcw #wce